DancingRecklessly

This summer has been amazing!  I've made so many new cakes and designs.  Now I'm practicing how to make flowers out of gum paste.  By the end of the year I'll be able to make a perfect rose.  In a few months I'll be sixteen years old. In a week I'll be a sophmore at Tracy High.  I was talking to my sister one night and she was telling me about how I was moving to Fresno for college right after high school.  She doesn't want me to go, me and her are only thirteen months apart so we are really close, we have so many great memories together.  I will still come to visit, pick her up early from school to go to lunch.  But the more and more that people come to me about my plans for my future I start to think,  my future is coming faster now then it was when I was seven.  I've been planning college, my career, and my family since I was seven.  High school is just going by so fast that I have to be thinking about now more than ever!  Reality is setting in and to be honest its scaring me.  My step dad is telling me that he and my mom are moving to Oregon.  I can't leave Cali let alone my mother so I don't know what to think about this.  I know that once my brother graduates from high school my dad and step mom are going to move somewhere far far away fast.  There is so much going on that I need to start to set my sights on one thing at a time.  Fresno State is my life and I couldn't wait for it to come, now I wish time could go a little slower.

So this is my first journal on deviantART so I'm going to put my heart into it.  I am fifteen years old,  born on November 11, 1996.  Just barely a year ago my parents got into a violent divorce,  a month later my dad moved his new wife and her two kids in and my mom had a boyfriend.  Lets just say my last month of eighth grade I was lucky to graduate.  Now both my mother and father are married,  but my dad told me that he wasn't my biological father.  So now I'm slowly meeting my extended family, so far they are amazing!  Just a few days ago my mother had a beautiful little girl,  my baby sister Annabelle Louise Haney.  Born on July 3, 2012,  weighing in at 7 pounds and 7 ounces, and measured to be 20 inches long.  She is the most beautiful baby you have ever seen.  My dad is a cancer survivor and is the youngest GEO at his company.  I guess you can say I got his drive to succeed.  I want to graduate highschool with at least a 3.5 with honors.  Then go to Fresno State and graduate with my bachelors in Business Management and Culinary Arts.  I do want to get married, and I want to have a baby, maybe three   My love life right now is not going so well.  I guess since I'm a very open person sets off the impression that I'm easy to get. Sure I love to have fun at the dances, dance on all my girls, dance on a bunch of guys.  But I have a future to look forward to, and I don't need your "idea" of a relationship to ruin it.  I learn quickly from my mistakes which is a great upside for me since I make so many   I have four best friends who I have known since the 5th grade!  I love to bake!  I'm starting to get better at baking the cakes, but decorating is my specialty! I come from a family of professional bakers, so its in the blood.  I'm also an amazing dancer.   I have had friends come to me and ask for some tips.  My friends come up to me for some advice, but the problem is that I have never been in there senario before.  I try to help them the best way I can, but very few have been in some senerio's like mine.  But that just makes me unique   I love to do makeup for my friends and I'm very good at hair styling, though its not a profession I'm going for.  Every class I'm taking in highschool right now is going toward the classes I'm going to take in college.  I have a little half sister (though in heart she is full) that is one year younger than me.  We are super close though she can have her moments.  I have a little brother who I love dearly but there is times where I can't believe what he says!  Now I have my little little sister who was born a few days ago!  She is super cute and I'm glad to lend a hand on taking care of her.  I have a dog named Chubberz (she isn't anymore) I have no clue what breed she is.  I also have an white English Bulldog named Andi.  I can't have a small dog.  I LOVE big dogs,  I love that no matter how big they get they will still cuddle with you in bed or lay on your lap on the couch.  I live in Tracy right now but as soon as I graduate I'm gone!  I'm going to Fresno to start with my life and my dreams.  That doesn't mean that I'm not going to be away from my mom.  I love her,  me and her are clones from physical features, personalities, and the sounds of our voices.  I can't be away from her for a while.  I will always be close by.  So thats all about me.  I know it's not much for an open person like me but I think its enough for you to get a good look at me as a person.  To see my views and what I want in a future.